If someone asked me if I was okay I would tell them no. I would say “How would I be okay when I have no friends, I’m in major debt, even my brothers don’t want to spend time with me.”

But no one asks me if I’m okay. Why? Because I have no friends and my family doesn’t care. No one cares. The only person who has asked me how I am in the last several months is my therapist.

I can’t even name the last time I was hugged by anyone other than family. And even that is unusual.

I have no one to talk to that I don’t have to pay. And this.

I wish I just had someone to talk to.

5 thoughts on “If someone asked me if I was okay

  1. Wow, I feel the same, I have 7 sisters and 3 brothers but do they ever reply when I try to contact them – of course not. I heard from a guy at work that my youngest brother was coming up from Christchurch NZ to Wellington (near where I live) and of course no contact. Bugger them all.

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  2. Hello, I know how luck I am to have good support, funny but my dad is a psychologist and he has been the hardest person to try and understand what I need from him on any given day. It was so hard because everyone told me how great he was and he published book but he did not understand his own daughter for a long time. He gets me pretty good now but once in awhile I get some pscho babble from him. Is there anything we could talk about that would help, maybe just some basics to get aquainted with each other. Its 8:51 here tonight in Michigan

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