Today was my first day of work in Colorado. Not even 30  minutes into my shift one of my coworkers said something like “I’m so fucking dumb I should just kill myself”

This triggers me for two reasons, as a very highly suicidal person it triggers me to think that all the work I did to try to believe there’s no line/brink of when you’re too stupid of dumb that you need to kill yourself go away. It also brings up feelings of suicide when I was in the moment not thinking about it.

Secondly not realizing I’m a child of someone who killed themself, it makes me relive that. You never know who your audience is, you never know people’s past. just be careful what you say.

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